holding someone's hands
knowing that someone have you in their heart
loving and caring for you
its nice knowing that of course
but all these while, i'm quite disturbed with the thought
the thought of what will happen next year
when that day really comes
and i have to face it
its one day closer already.
i hope that time could go slower.
letting myself being in this state as long as possible
on this very situation
venturously exploring the limits
enduring all the external pressure.
yesterday seems to be so far away from me already
on the path i'm taking
unacceptable it seems.
