sometimes, i just dont get it

Sometimes i just feel so helpless, so down... when stuffs seems to be good and i start to see more of the bright side, a patch of clouds came over covering the sun..

then there's rain and thunderstorm...... O.O

Everything seems to go bad then.....

I....

I just don't want to go back to that specific period of time, i don't want to rot and emo and simply think all the time. That whole period sucks to the max.

Sigh.. i don't know bah...

Maybe its just me finding excuses refusing to come out from my own past and keep on avoiding the facts lying just in front of me...

Up till now, i still don't get it....

=(

shall end this post with this video below.. Enjoy..

*my friend just send me this video clip, watch and concentrate when it reaches 20-25 Second, NTV7 Reporter Pawned..