The haunting past.
Was it totally scanned through and cleared or is there still some stuffs i've neglected....
and because we're humans, we can't possibly reformat ourselves, we have to find out those piece of puzzles ourselves. =(
Should i activate denial mode?
Or i am actually in denial all these while, denying the past and trying to convince myself that i'm fine with it and everything will be fine eventually ignoring the fact that IT WONT BE FREAKING FINE AT ALL.
Sigh. Its always at these times. ALWAYS. The times when i cant afford to have these.