a lesson to learn

after 8 months ++ since the day we broke up... at the night of 17 September 2006.. we agreed to be together again... this time its jz a try out...

cuz we still have feelings for each other....

finally after 3 weeks plus which is recently...

we broke up...

broke up not in a way like argue, scolding each other, fighting and cursing each other.. talking bad about each other... no no no... not like that...

we broke up in a peaceful manner...

we both knew that we cant be together again... things changed... i'm not the guy she first met, she's not the girl i first met as well...

although the feeling is there, but most of the time in our life, its not up to us to decide on how and what things will turn up to be....

there are too much things to be taken into consideration, its not like those stories we usually watch in the movies where with love then everything can be solved..

its not like that in the real world...

like what chinese people usually say :

有情饮水饱 [ with love drink water full already ==> with love, everything also doesnt matters already ]

well, those who are in a rich family, they can surely say that... but its really unfair to those people in the middle class / lower class, people like me....

chinese people always ask, between love and bread what will you choose??

if you ask me that a few years ago, i'll definitely say i choose love...

now..... i'll think for a very very very long time.. and i still cant give u a certain answer

how bout you?? what will you choose??