leave it behind or putting aside...

sometimes, some stuffs... you just want to get rid of it and leave it behind

but its really not easy doing so... its never easy

at least for me, ITS NOT!!!!

even jz leaving it aside also its hard.... SO VERY EXTREMELY HARD

argh!! i just hate myself so very much.... =(

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6.49am

all of a sudden

loneliness surrounded me

inside out

just exactly what 10 have said while we're at mao house...

how we wish we're like G - YWeng

on the other hand, cheers to a Chinese New Year with lots of rains!!!

are you guys enjoying Chinese New Year so far??

yawn...

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whose fault

like what most girls say, guys are idiots and guys do not know how to care about people.... understand girls... and stuffs...

well at guys side... they would most probably say the same thing about girls do not understand guys too.... and blablabla

end up quarrelling and both parties unhappy is sucky indeed...

for those who are really interested, nobody can really totally understand another person... after all we're human... so please... stupid freaking mamalia...

stop accusing people and judging people as like you're GOD.. [ as if i do not accuse people and judge people >< yawn Zzzz ]

you're just a tiny lil earthlings living on this tiny lil earth in this galaxy with just maximising 3% of your noodles in your brains!!!

GO GET A LIFE!!! DAMN IT!!

I DONT FREAKING GET IT WHY ON EARTH CANT AN IDIOT TALK NICELY TO ANOTHER IDIOT AFTER THEY FREAKING BROKE UP FOR SO DARN LONG ALREADY...

yes i'm reflecting myself, so what?? i'm an idiot...

MoiHam...

and yea.. on the other hand... its my dad's birthday soon...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD!!

not so happy after all huh??? life sucks..... once in a while...

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last year this day

i still remember clearly how was i during the same period last year...

last year Chinese New Year i mean..

i was hiding my feelings most of the time... was forcing myself to smile all i can when i'm outside..

i still remember watchin this taiwan entertainment programme " i guess " and i can cry watchin jacku wu / rainie yang / ah ya hosting the show... everybody in the show was laughing loudly while my tears were flowing down...

and while i was being in the sucky condition, someone was totally enjoying herself in sban with h-ness and her kaikor going around taking angpows...

that whole period sucks to the max... and i remember people who is in the same situation with me during that period.. lilian and 10.. lolz...

well, what pass have pass and i'm over it and i'm happy this CNY... hahaha... its nice cleaning my own house... my own computer area.. my room...

like what i force sal to promise me, i shall do it also.. smile always... of cause smile from your heart!! not faking a smile ^^

so how is CNY for you guys??? did you go for holidays like my friend Mao going to China?? or you're just like me downloading CNY programmes and enjoying being at home??

or you just enjoy the whole CNY thingy??

hope you all enjoy this year Chinese New Year!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2007!!

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b4 CNY

this year CNY is weird... its just weird... cuz its after ValentinesDay... and it kept raining...

well.. anyway.. this year CNY appear to be the CNY i have most free time.. am not working or studying during this whole period..

and thus.. i can help to do housework...

went up and down cleaning fan and toilet... cleaning the gate and fencing around my house and the windows as well..

den just today i painted my house gate and fencing...

although its very very tiring... but the outcome was nice... hahah.. was very satisfy after i done all the stuffs...

so.. EnJoY yar Everybody!!

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14 02 07

Today is really a "DAY" for me...

went out for lunch with G then around 2 fetch my mom out...

came back straight away do work at home... clean the fencing outside my house, clean the walls, clean the fans, and it take hours doing all those... was so tired by then.....

went out at around 8.30pm for basketball

played a few games


hurt my ankle once again.. but this time its not very very serious

wondering where am i?? well.. i was taking all these photos... so you say??

reach home around 2am after YamCha session...

well, quite a Valentines Day huh?? lolz

HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL!!

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A Day Out with ex-CourseMates

it was a same usual friday with me waking up and end up being in front of my computer making my ass bigger...

till yewjoe nudge me in msn and asked me whether want to go out or not

i asked about the details and agree with the invitation

that was around noon

the plan was going to TheCurve RedBox

YewJoe
HoongWai
PengYee
ChinYen
And Me of course

the guys reach my place around 3pm++

there's a place in ikea where u can get cheap currypuffs..



well we hang out at that place for quite some time



at around 6pm++ we went to Curve

well, they (TheCurve) made the whole place real nice during Christmas, and they didnt disappoint me with what they did for CNY as well... its really awesome

started singing session @ RedBox around 7pm.. and the room is really small... Zzzz

after we finish our singing session... we went for a movie @ CineLeisure

its a stupid movie... i would be happier watchin if its longer... the movie is only around 1 hour... zzzz

went to Murni @ ss2 around 12am++

called KokHao out as well...

have been out more than 12 hours that day... reach home around 5am++

its nice going out with them again.. just that... we are missing many other people... our group use to have around 10-15 people... now its 5...

thats life huh??

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a start to an ending

to : CLL

0511 - 0702

whatever it is
however it goes

turning around
going forward

there you'll be
everything will be fine

you will be
and you are

appreciated

GodBless

"BFF"

xD [ smile always yarh ]

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